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Tuesday, March 29, 2005

Things pretty much went back to the way they were today. There was no sports day practice this morning for us cheerleaders so everyone had a full day of learning in class (not to my liking in any way). Even though the rest of the world seemed to be back to normal again it sure doesn't seem that way to me. Since last night's news I guess I'm feeling a bit odd (you should know what I'm talking about muffin). Also having another one of those mixed up feelings thing going on again, I'm so stupid.
As us cheerleaders weren't in class most of the time yesterday (I wasn't even in at all), my only guess would be that we've all got some major catching up to do in the homework department (I know I do =P). Found out during class today that my Geography kerja kursus is due this Friday!!! (Believe me I freaked). She said last time that my class was supposed to hand it up by the 15th of April and now she says by this Friday?!?! What is this world coming to?!?!?!?! I've also got Sejarah kerja kursus and KH pendokumentasian to do!! Man....not looking good..T_T.
Came home from school with a ton of homework again (guess that's what you get for trying to do something nice for the school-hey, we didn't exactly ask to perform for sports day did we?). Started on my tuition homework straight after lunch and finished it by around 3.45pm with a few breaks in between. I am so not looking forward to tuition tonight but am somehow looking forward to practice tomorrow (beats me why =X). Anyway, while doing homework, I as always went online and chatted with muffin too. We had one of the more interesting chats in a while, glad we did~ Thanks for always being there for me my dear cousin ^_^~.
Well, gonna get started on my other stuff (more like I gotta go cause it's gonna rain =P) Cyaz~

Entry by KIRA, DivaDaGgeR, 3/29/2005 03:47:00 PM

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Monday, March 28, 2005

What happened these past 3 days??? You'll see~

Hey people! Been 3 days since my last post, was occupied with a certain someone who came back from NS. However, he's gone back for now so my attention is once more directed to my so called 'boring life' for the next 5 days. Okay, so here's the scoop on what happened since Saturday.

Saturday> Us cheerleaders had practice as usual. Today, both squads (boys & girls), spilt up at first to learn our Cheer 2005 routine. The guys seemed to be improving but I'm not so sure about the girls. The senior members are fine but the newbies aren't very good. A while later, we rehearsed our sports day routine until the taylor came~ Everyone who is going to be in Cheer 2005 was measured (I so can't wait to see the finished product~). Had music class again after practice. I found myself being seriously left behind since I didn't attend class last week (got some serious bucking up to do). After that, went home and got some rest before it was time for gym class. On our way there, I was asked once more (of course not by the same people who asked me last time), "Why do you have an American accent?". Please, if I knew I'd tell but I really have no idea why I talk like that =P. Gym was quite fun today~ I can finally stand on front handspring so next up is probably back~~ (wish me luck ^_^). Tonight, I was pretty much home alone (well...sorta), my parents are still in Penang and my bro slept over at his friends house to do some school project thingy (I gotta tell ya, having the whole house to yourself is nice~~~)

Sunday> The only day of the week that I get to sleep in. Still it was kinda boring since I had practically nothing to do all day. Still, I did my 'usual going online while doing homework' thing. It was pretty boring so I added another activity....watching TV =P, therefore....it became my 'usual going online while doing homework and watching TV' thingy~ (hehe, I know I'm weird). When my bro got home, I asked him to play PS with me seeing as I was nearly bored to death and sick of homework. I was having fun beating him in 'Pop Idol' when it started raining (so sad...we were in the final 10 T_T). My bro and I stayed up late that night playing RO together since our parents said they wouldn't be home till tomorrow. We stopped at 12.00am since it was a school night.

Monday> Looked forward to another week of school (NOT!!!). There was no real assembly this morning because of the 'saringan sukan'. Us cheerleaders held another practice at the school hall. CW decided to change the routine a bit. As far as I'm concerned, the finisher is a lot nicer now (despite the fact that it's super un-stable). I was seriously tired after the practice today (was also very satisfied with my basket toss today ^_^~). We all had recess together before going back to class. Only....not all of us went back that is (hehe). Seeing as most of our classes were outside cheering on the 'tarik tali' people KH, WY, muffin, Jo, WH, Ber and I went to the library and ended up choreographing a cheer routine for the upcoming ROBOCON performance-yeah right, Jo and Ber were more interested in the 'tarik tali' and kept going missing; WH went missing a couple times too if I'm not mistaken, which left just the four of us...2 guys, 2 girls...what can you make outta this?
[pause]
Know what, I can't believe how stupid I was! Why didn't I just really listen and get a grip of what we were all saying then? Reality? I was just too darn innocent to know any better. No wonder KH came up with such a conclusion. WHY?!?!?!
[un-pause]
Anyway, I'm supposed to be a substitute but I really wanna be in (hey, flying is fun man). I don't mean to be cruel to Denise or anything but I kinda hope I can take her place if her leg isn't fully healed yet. We continued to discuss the positions and stunts till it was time to go home. The rest of the day will most likely end up as normal as other days so no point me going on (this thing's already pretty long as it is).

Entry by KIRA, DivaDaGgeR, 3/28/2005 02:00:00 PM

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Friday, March 25, 2005

Is this inspiration enough???

Friday, the last day of the week and one of my more easy going days. After all the tiring practices during the last week holidays, the recent Monday,Tuesday and Wednesday practices during school, the massive amount of homework and 'kerja kursus', tuition classes and the HSBC performance, I believe it's safe to say that I needed a rest day (and so does every other VLC who was in that performance).
School yesterday was a real let down. My class (girls), believe it or not, haven't had any PJ since the start of the year, and it's been like what.....3 MONTHS!!!! I remember Pn. Zunaidah clearly said that there would be PJ for us today (Thursday) so we were all pretty excited (wouldn't you feel the same way if you weren't allowed to have PJ for 3 whole months in a row?!?!). Imagine how upsetting it was when at the last minute she had a meeting to attend?!?! I mean come on.....we need the fresh air people!!! If she doesn't let us PJ next week I'm so gonna kill someone!!!! (not to be taken seriously =P) She teaches us science too, and guess what? SHE WAS STILL STUCK IN THAT MEETING!!!!! So, we ended up having 3 periods of Maths (I was sooooo sick of indices by the time that lesson ended). At tuition, we had a few laughs as usual (if you have tuition with that particular tuition teacher of mine and don't laugh at all for the entire lesson....you're out of this world =P). Our tuition teacher also explained that there is a new format for the BM exam papers for PMR-no rumusan ^_^~ (but it doesn't get any easier besides that). He says we have to do....

paper 1: -40 questions (40 marks)

paper 2: -ringkasan, 3 questions about the ringkasan, karangan (essay), karangan berpandu & sastera (literature) [100 marks]

I really dunno what anyone else thinks about this new format but to me....it's still as bad as the old one ( just face it, my BM sucks big time!! X_X).

Today (Friday), school was still boring as always so I'll skip that part of my day. After school, we had another Cheer meeting. This meeting turned out to be much more organized than some of the previously held ones (which is a good thing =D). Things seem to finally be getting somewhere but barely, the girls still got a way to go (I'm not saying the guys don't). Everyone has to work extra hard for the competition, 35 schools, close to 70 squads as competitors....talk about pressure. I'm not so worried about the seniors but I'm not so sure the juniors can keep up.
Can you keep up? Heh, I'd like to know~

PS: May we shine on sports day (hey, don't you guys wanna show off a little? =P)

Entry by KIRA, DivaDaGgeR, 3/25/2005 03:32:00 PM

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Wednesday, March 23, 2005

Bring it~

Yo people! Haven't posted anything for 3 days cause I've been kinda busy practicing for the HSBC performance (I'm sure all the other VLC's have been busy too). I'll go into detail about that later, but first....school~
Since Monday (21th March 2005), us cheerleaders have been practicing our routine in the hall from the beginning of school to the end of the second recess (exception-we stayed for assembly on Monday =P). Today, we had our usual lessons instead and practiced after the first recess~ Once school ended, it was time to go to HSBC for the performance. We were supposed to walk but luckily some of the girls (muffin, Bernice, Jo & me) got to ride in Crabby's car (hehe...we didn't have to walk, yeah!! =P). Had lunch at KFC once everyone was present and then went back to HSBC to warm up some of our stunts. At first, when I saw the place we were supposed to perform, I sorta freaked out cause the ceiling was really low (meaning....me,KH,WH+basket toss = X_X). We changed into our attires a while later and ended up being the 'welcome crew' or whatever you call it (we had to welcome the VIP's). Kept cheering stuff like....

Hey! Cheer out loud for the number one bank,
HS!**BC!** (twice)

and...

HSBC,
We, are here,
So everybody cheer,
HSBC,
Red and white,
All together,
We will unite.

We did cheer a bunch of other stuff too but if I were to continue to list all of it down....it'll be too long so...=P (you get the picture).
Around what seemed like 4.00pm, we did our performance as best as we could, despite the lack of space (all the jumps were changed to tuck jumps-how sad T_T). Good thing is, the performance was held at a place with a higher ceiling so the basket tosses went well~ (hehe, I'm loving it~ ^_^). I believe all the "grin & bear it's" (G&B) went up too~ Cool huh? =P. All in all, it was a good performance to me but not our best. I'm really hoping we do much better for sports day (which is next week if I'm right-WORK HARD VLC'S!!!). CW says he's adding a few people, I'd like to know who. Obviously, this could mean changes in position, stunts, dance, you name it! (I'm not too cool with that somehow). I don't really like changing stuff with only a week till performance time but hey, we gotta be fair~
Oh well, CW can add in a few people here and there and change the routine a little but....NOBODY CHANGE MY G&B PARTNER!!!! (please =P)

Entry by KIRA, DivaDaGgeR, 3/23/2005 05:08:00 PM

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Friday, March 18, 2005

1000 words

Heya! Thanks again for yet another comment kitty, wish muffin would give me one sometime soon. Wonder what she's been up to lately, perhaps actually doing her projects or unfinished homework (which I have quite a lot by the way-hey, I was too occupied with my reading to even bother). Lets push on to what happened today shall we?
Practice was my first and only activity of the day that involved going out. The practice started with another dancing session of which I was beginning to get sick of. Honestly, if you had been dancing the same 16 beats for 4 days in a row (almost in a row)....You'd b pretty sick of it too. Luckily, Sue Yenn didn't make us dance too long or I bet I would have exploded from over-dancing (if there is such a thing). We concentrated on stunts once the hall was in our temporary possession. Too bad most of the juniors still can't get the hang of 'weight control' or in other words....THEY DON'T LOCK!!! We left them after a while to practice our HSBC routine which as I was informed, was changed a little-yeah!! everyone's doing 'grin and bear it' (is that how you spell it? =P) except for Eric (tatu dreama) who is tumbling infront. My partner somehow ended up being Wee Yong....again. Seeing as he's the first person I tried this stunt on, it helps to minimize the fear I bet some of the other girls are feeling about doing this stunt (ya, I am scared, I just hardly show it =P). I'm still a little blur with certain parts of the routine now that they changed it but I'll catch up sooner or later. Like I said, I ain't letting VLC down =).
Went home for lunch and relaxed a bit before doing some work (3 guesses on what work I was doing). It's been kinda boring online these past few days so I decided to watch TV which was also....BORING!! Since TV and cyberspace were of no help to bringing any excitement, I practiced organ instead (heck it's not what I'd call one of the more interesting things to do but beggars can't be choosers). After about an hour of practice, my attention went right back to the TV. Continued to watch till dinner time, ate, went back online and yup, you guessed it, blogged! All in all a rather boring day, peace out people!!!~

*Hmm....I really do wonder....is playing with batteries and yarn a good way to overcome boredness??? I should try....you have weird imaginations kitty but all the same....at least it's something to do...*

Entry by KIRA, DivaDaGgeR, 3/18/2005 08:10:00 PM

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Thursday, March 17, 2005

Satisfying facts....for now

Okay, just so everyone knows, I'm not feeling as down as I was a couple of days ago (of course due to certain things). First, I'd like to thank kitty on his latest comment to my bloggy (so THANKS!!! ^_^). By the way kitty, I've already corrected my spelling error on that previous post (must have been too sleepy or something =P). Really appreciate the comments so keep'em coming~ =).
Things today started out quite normal (despite the fact that school is still out-not that I don't like it that way). Woke up at 9.40am and just lazed around in bed for a while. Called muffin around 10.00am to ask her about our movie plans later on, we went to finally see 'A Series Of Unfortunate Events' at Sunway Pyramid at 11.40am. Gotta say, when the movie started and showed the stupid elf, me and muffin thought we were in the wrong cinema!! (just how many people were fooled by that one?). The movie was rather enjoyable~ We had lunch at McDonalds before going home for some rest. Only, we didn't exactly rest. Heh, I, (as I practically always do) went online again only to find muffin doing the same thing a few minutes later (coming online that is). We chatted a while (me, muffin & kei's bro-kei always told me to ignore him but, I never listened =P) until it was time for tuition. Our tuition teacher is as weird as always and so, the lesson was funny but it won't change the fact that I hate learning BM no matter what!! Went home after tuition and watched some TV!! I somehow think Mikayla (did I spell that wrong? I dunno =P) was the one who should have gone out instead. Her performance wasn't what I'd call 'good enough'. After AI, went online again and did a few things-including this....blogging.
So what made me feel better today?? Well, while I was online, managed to dig up a few 'spoilers' of the 6th Mediator book (heck ya, I know I should have just waited for the book to come here, so sue me, I was too curious). Turns out, the ending is supposed to be a real happy one~ Knowing this, I guess it makes it easier for me to wait till I get the chance to actually read the book. I still really wish I could read it right now but the book will probably take about a month or two to get here. So much for 'ASAP'. Oh well, think I'll end this here and hope things look up even more tomorrow.

Entry by KIRA, DivaDaGgeR, 3/17/2005 09:26:00 PM

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Tuesday, March 15, 2005

I need to know....

(currently listening to lonely' by Britney Spears-I don't really like her so don't ask)

Another day passes by as painful as the others have been recently. Haiz...I'm still losing my mind over a few certain things.
1) Because it's going to be the longest 3 weeks so far.
2) Because I need to get my hands on the next (and last) book of the 'mediator' series ASAP!!!

Honestly, at first the only reason I was reading those books was to get my mind of him', but now I guess you can say I-like many other people in the world-would just kill to know the ending of an un-finished story, it's just part of our curiosity (curiosity does kill the cat afterall). The story in my opinion has gotten too interesting and now I can't get it out of my mind!!! You might be wondering why on earth didn't I just buy the last book when I bought the others at the same time? Well, news flash cause the book wasn't out yet-at least at the bookstore I went to (or is it just out of stock?? Well, whatever...I just need to know the ending!!!). I suppose this is what one gets when they're practically desperate to know something. Which brings me to a little statement....
....curiosity'-a desire to find something out or know things (as described in one of the Oxford dictionaries in my room). I Dunno about any of you people out there but I have a very strong sense of 'curiosity'. Beats me why but I've always been curious about things. Those 'things' can even sometimes make my life go all upside down depending on how strong my desire to find out more about 'it' is. I'm sure most of you've had those feelings before (Kitty, I know has). Basically, once your that curious about some 'thing', you'd do almost anything to figure it out but..., what happens after you've figured it out? Once you know, what would you do about it? Sometimes you'd just move on and think it wasn't much of a big deal in the end, or maybe you'd wish you never found out about it cause it wasn't what you expected. Hey, not like people never invented the saying 'curiosity kills the cat' for nothing, and believe me, it kills more than cats. Curiosity can be used to threaten others meaning as a weapon, a temptation that might be too hard for one to resist (not many people actually can as I've noticed). Well, I guess all those books I've been reading has really gotten to me, afterall, that's probably why I keep reading like a maniac since 4 days ago besides trying to occupy my thoughts with something else =P. I'll leave it at that~

PS: About my day? It was okay. Oh ya, thanks to CW & kitty for 'escorting' me to school for practice today =) Still, I'm kinda bummed about not being able to watch a movie with muffin.

Entry by KIRA, DivaDaGgeR, 3/15/2005 09:07:00 PM

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Monday, March 14, 2005

So far...it's....

Ya, okay, so I didn't blog yesterday and I wasn't online much recently either. Sound abit unusual to anyone? Yeah well, since yesterday I somewhat found myself trying to stay away from the world of cyberspace (me? the girl who is almost always online practically all day long??-NOT AWAY might I add). So anyone wondered what I've been up to lately? Heh, if your reading this...most likely you'll find out anyway, unless ofcourse you decide to stop reading at this very point (which I think will not happen since you chose to start reading this anyway =P).
On Sunday, I finally got my chance to wake up later than 7.30am which was what calmed my recent (almost) breakdown over 'him'. Yaya, so being in this kinda relationship is somewhat weird to many but I'm sure I'm not the only person in the world who's doing it. Besides, it's not like the guy is like...totally unreachable-so I read one too many books in just 3 days but hey...I had to get my mind off him somehow!! (by the way, muffin, have you ever read the book 'Mediator' by 'Meg Cabot'?? Might I just say it's awfully hard to put down. Nevertheless, you should try reading it-it has 6 books all together and I'm at book 4 =P). Really, if you know what the word 'mediator' means....you'd probably already have an idea on what the story's about. So, ya, I spent most of my Sunday morning and afternoon reading volume 3 till it was time for horse riding. I guess the lesson today helped to cheer me up abit. I rode Zazu-the horse (before you start thinking about that weird bird from 'The Lion King'). Zazu is one of the more pleasant horses to ride, mainly because he's got nice 'colouration'-if you know what I mean. Zazu was fun to ride on, he obeyed my every command (or request-just making sure everyone knows I wasn't commanding a horse like some heartless individual) with ease and yup, you guessed it, my classmates were as always...the 3 talkative girls~ How nice it was to be able to show off infront of them on Zazu like I did that day...hehe, was cool~~
Today, as some of you should know, I had no opportunity to wake up late because of cheer practice but still, I was pretty tired, afterall, horse riding might not look like much. People may say "all you gotta do is sit on the horse while it does the work for you". Oh, no way is it a piece of cake let me assure you. I'm sure Rebecca would agree with me on this one. I'd love to go into detail about this seeing as it is one of my favourite sports but hey, it's not yours so...=P. The practice today was just as tiring as was somehow expecting it to be. I mean, without the leaders around, ya, I knew muffin would have to take charge and she was quite good-you can lead girl but I'm afraid the 'Gesty & Shalma' group just isn't ready for the way you run things. In a way, I guess I sorta noticed they were seriously confused by the whole dance. They just didn't get the counting and basically, because of the absence of a mirror, they just don't get what they're doing wrong, don't worry though cause I had fun somehow, I just dunno how. However, keep your chin up cause theres still some hope left. Once I got home, I did my usual daily routine...only...it wasn't really my usual routine. I pretty much ditched the online thing today and only went on when my bro had asked me to do him a favor in RO (he so owes me bigtime) and now to post this blog. What was I doing the whole time I wasn't online you might ask? Well, I was reading volume 4 of the mediator book series-oh, did I say it's hard to put down? Yup, you got it, reading, a temporary hobby (perhaps also the reason why my blog today seems abit different? Have you noticed so?? No big deal, it's been 2 days since he's left and I'm already starting to go ballistic...haha...very funny right? NOT!!!). I just finished the 4th book about a few minutes ago and boy it was quite a romantic ending-ofcourse it continues in the next book so it's not really an ending...yet. Why am I saying all this? CAUSE I'M MAD!!! =P Think what you want, as far as I'm concern....I really am. And that's where this ends, right now.

Entry by KIRA, DivaDaGgeR, 3/14/2005 09:06:00 PM

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Friday, March 11, 2005

CUTE!!!

Entry by KIRA, DivaDaGgeR, 3/11/2005 02:43:00 PM

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EVEN CUTER!!!!

Entry by KIRA, DivaDaGgeR, 3/11/2005 02:42:00 PM

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TOO KAWAII!!! ^_^

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Thursday, March 10, 2005

Weird day

Yo!
Everybody up in the stands,
I say can you hear me loud and clear?!

Heh, ignore the cheer above (was just a little mad =P).

Okay, school today was a little interesting in a way. Muffin woke up late this morning but luckily we made it in time~ It just so happens that today was the day the last year's SPM results were out, meaning the school was most likely to be 'over-crowded' sooner or later. Also, because of this 'special' occasion....those who were late for school this morning were not caught or shall I say...punished (and to think me and muffin rushed for nothing).
During recess, true enough, the place was packed!! (not to mention we had about 4 tables less in the canteen that day because of I dunno what =P). It was pretty hard to find chairs so we ended up sharing-me and muffin on 1 chair, Jo and her friend on the other. Weird huh? I really dunno what this school is doing with all that Jogathon money collected last year. Well, what ever they did with it, I hope it's something useful to us students (more useful than the 'dewan' (hall)-not like we use it much anyway).
After recess, me and my classmates were sorta dreading BM-who wouldn't? However, we ended up getting a trip to the library instead of being stuck in the classroom. How nice~ Unfortunately, we still had work to do but at least it wasn't hot like outside. Guess I was really absorbed in my work that time, didn't even notice Kel was around till Kheen Ho or Wai Hou (not sure which 1 of them did it) pulled my hair a little. Oh I got a rude awakening alright.
At home, I ate lunch followed by my mom's cupcakes (Mmm...yummy!!! ^_^) and went online. Awhile later, the electricity went loco (mad) so my mum decided to sleep in my room for awhile (she brought Cessy too~~). Managed to take a pic of her while she was sleeping....hehe, enjoy!!~

Isn't she cute?~~~

Entry by KIRA, DivaDaGgeR, 3/10/2005 03:25:00 PM

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Wednesday, March 09, 2005

Warm...light....memories....

"Memories are nice, but that's all they are.. right?" (Quoted by a certain someone)

Have you ever realized how important memories can be? Or wonder what they are?? What do we need them for??? Or maybe, why are some of them bad???? It really depends on a person's point of view. To me, a memory is a past happening that one remembers for certain reasons. Small fragments of the fun and laughter one had during his or her happier days some time ago, or the sad and miserable or embarrassing moments that one wishes to forget. Obviously, memories can be defined in many ways, but, fact remains....memories are a thing of the past.
Have you ever had that sensation of overwhelming joy and happiness? A day like none other? Maybe your wedding? Scoring straight 'A's for STPM? First kiss? (heh, I know I'm exaggerating abit =P). As for me, that moment was on the day the VLC girl squad year 2003 won 'Best Newcomer' on the floor and got 5th overall~ It was spectacular!! I was happy beyond belief!!! I remember when Jien and Azura called out VLC as the winner of that category....we were all holding each other's hands in a circle hoping for victory...only to find....WE GOT IT!!! (ya, we got a big check worth RM500!!). I even remember that time when we waved the check around at each car that passed by the road infront of our school. Indeed a memory I'll treasure on for the rest of my life.
You know, I just don't know what I'd do without my memories. They bring comfort and peace at mind (at least the good one's do). Sure, everyone has bad memories every now and then but hey....life is never perfect. Imagine if everyone had no memories....what kind of life would we live? Sure, maybe a once in your life time kinda incident would happen to you but if you wouldn't remember it...what's the point?
So there you have it, memories are nice but they're also much more....a treasured moment for eternity....never forget them....

When the day comes for us to say goodbye,
I'll wish you well, kiss you and see you smile,
I'll thank you for all you have done,
For the laughter, the joy and the fun,
Deep inside, I know truly what I've found,
A true friend who has turned my life around,
I trust you with all my heart,
And even if we ever part,
I'll still be grateful for our friendship,
For the love that we shared was so deep,
The happy times that we had,
Multiplies the solemn days we both dread,
Yes, it's true that I love you,
And I shall never forget you,
For when the day comes for us to say goodbye,
Is the day I'm gonna die...

A tribute to all my closest of friends....^_^

Entry by KIRA, DivaDaGgeR, 3/09/2005 09:19:00 PM

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Friday, March 04, 2005

What's wrong with me...?

*Sigh*....today just happened to be another one of those days that just seem to be a total mess. Why exactly? I can't say for some reason (I don't even know why myself). I for one, thought things started out normal as they always did, yet, I wasn't too happy about the happenings today. It could have been just about anything that set my mood to such a weird depression. Especially since there were a few things on my mind once more.
The 1st thing I could think about that could have possibly ticked me off was my oral test this morning during English class. It was a group assignment and each group was to present some stupid essay we had written last week to the entire class. Honestly, I'm the best at English in my class, what was so bad about presenting that essay? I'd written it for that purpose afterall. Heh...I'd written it...so much for group work.
Things got a tad more upsetting when recess came. Me, muffin and 2 other VLC squad members had a little chat on the current happenings in the squad. Everyone seemed worried about the upcoming performance (Jo is reaching her limit break). Obviously, I'm sure even a blind guy could tell that the squad would most likely to be history pretty soon if a miracle didn't happen. (I've laid down detail on this before, no point saying what's already been said).
When the bell rang, pointing out the end of the school week, I guess I was a little bummed about my Maths and Geo homework. Well, Geo wasn't really homework. It was the 'Kerja Kursus' (I dunno, some scrapbooky thing) for PMR. Yeah...40% of the PMR results for Geo depended on this stupid thing. As if I haven't enough stress to deal with in my life as it is.
Going online was probably my only comfort these days-chatting with friends and doing this...blogging (was that why I'd always come on?-besides the fact that I wanted to see 'him'). Finally got to play RO with with 'him' today. He'd wanted to do so since Monday but the continues lot of activities I had day after day had put a stop to that. Basically I just wanted him to have a good time despite my 'moody-ness' so I acted like I was in crazy mode. Weird aren't I? Hmm...perhaps none of this is what's really bugging me after all...
I'm sure most of you know about that stupid injury I had on my leg sometime ago? The one that came back during the audition? Ya...well...I can't really say if it's getting any better or worse for all I know (hey, I ain't no doctor). Thing is, I found that there was a weird mark on that part of my leg. It looked a sorta dull-red in colour, it couldn't possibly be a blue-black (not like I banged into anything hard recently-blue-black's aren't dull-red in colour) and I don't think it's blood...I'm pretty sure it didn't bleed. Still, I'm kinda freaked about this particular thing....guys...should I tell my mum...???
Haiz....or maybe it's because I didn't get to follow the rest of my family to see a movie tonight. My bro had told me that they'd go this weekend (is Friday a weekend? I don't think so). How could they have changed the plans without even telling me?!?! I said I was cool with going out on Sunday or Saturday for all I care but no....they had to go tonight?! Shows how many people in this world you really can believe. As for me...I'm....lost.....

Entry by KIRA, DivaDaGgeR, 3/04/2005 08:07:00 PM

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Wednesday, March 02, 2005

Some day....

Another tiring day is here. In the morning, school progressed as usual except for a few differences. Today was the day the Form 3 students were getting their I dunno what'cha call it shot (injection). Most of them came to school dressed in PJ clothes while some still wore the normal ordinary 'lousy-in my opinion =P' uniform.
The injection was pretty much what everyone had on their mind that day in class. As for me, I just happened to be one of the lucky ones who wasn't taking the shot in school (Don't worry, muffin's mum is gonna give me the shot this coming school hols). My class, 3E, took the shot after recess which was during our KH lesson which was quite convenient since our teachers didn't come. Most people got scared but it didn't turn out so bad for some. Yet, 2 girls cried and 1 boy was clearly about to break down with pain. Hehe~
After school, all I could think about was how I'd do in the audition later on. Well, once at practice, some of the cheerleaders were still having drama practice so we had to wait a while before it was audition time. Our X-captain made us rehearse our HSBC performance which is on next Saturday so I chose to practise one of my stunts in the routine only to find myself pulling the 'Jalur Gemilang' (Malaysian Flag) down to the ground =P. SORRY!!!!!! (nobody cares anyway)
Audition time came and the 1st girl up was Mitra-she rocks in dance and is pretty much an all-rounder. After her, Bernice-she was a little weak today after the shot; then came muffin's turn-the Beyonce of the squad, she dances like a pro. After her, was me~ I suck in my opinion though appperently a few people said I did quite well. Still, I know I could have done better. I mean, when I joined muffin doing those push-ups and V sit-ups, I did it so fast I was out of breath once I was done. This, lead me to not have enough energy to cheer so...my voice projection was like...'kaput' =P. When it came to jumps, I rule!!! Hehe, just kidding =P. It's my best category but I kinda pushed myself a little too much and ended up gettin back my previous leg injury X_X. When it came to dance, as usual, I wasn't confident enough and so didn't do all that good. Hopefully, I pass with good marks. Wish me luck!!!~

PS: Good luck to all VLC's, hope you all pass and a special message to kitty...."if what you say about me beating you in jumps is true....then I'm saying....in your face kitty!!!". Teehee~ Don't worry la, me not that evil =P.

Entry by KIRA, DivaDaGgeR, 3/02/2005 07:48:00 PM

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