Gosh! Did that crush me or what? One guess.
*Ahem* Back to CHEER 2007.
So it was a long 2 days of competition for all 41 competing squads this year (isn't it always?), but its very much different for me. For the first time in my cheer life I'll be watching this competition from the sidelines instead of performing along with my school's squad, the Vulcanz (guys and gals). Would have been more of an event if I could perform too.
Would just like a moment to say how proud I am of all the seniors (people I learned to love and tressure as our squad stuck together all those years) and juniors (those new family members yet have given us new hope) of their accomplishments this year - guys 3rd, gals 4th. It's the first year both squads REALLY have reason to celebrate. And though I missed being able to take the mat with you guys, you know I shouted like crazy for you people that day~ I love VULCANZ! Good job president muffin, JK the guys captain, JY, Steven (though I barely know you), Ber, FH, LZ, 'toinks' and everyone else for bringing VLC's name up in lights once again. Brings back memories of CHEER 2003 - the 'magical' year - seniors who were there, you know what I mean. Last but definitely NOT least, I thank those fellow Seafield-ians who cheered for our beloved school squad for those 2 days. You guys were probably one of the many reasons they were able to clinch 2 of the top 4 positions this year so 'thanks' for not being dead XP.
So anyways, now that CHEER 2007's over, I think I'm recovering (slowly) from that freaking depression. I won't say I'm totally 100% cured for now but at least I've got my motivation to study back and do well for SPM. If mom and dad, and everyone only knew how much of an impact cheer has had on my life...maybe they wouldn't have taken it away. The way I see it, cheer 'gave' me reason to live. For once, I could think to myself 'its good to be alive'. And honestly I don't think anything else's ever made me happier before.
PS: Oh no, it might not be the end of my 'cheer career' just yet. Who knows, I 'might' join CHARM ^^~ Oh yeah, good job to CHARM for their amazing performance that day - love the dance!! (lol XD).